Love You More Than The Stars & The Moon

I’m sorry you were so sad that none of us could help you.
I’m sorry you didn’t think you should be alive.
But the truth of it is, you were the life of many peoples lives.
I can’t imagine what you were going though, I hope everythings better now.
I know you’ll always be with us, and that puts my mind at ease.
I love you, I can’t wait to see you again.

I’ll see you for the last time, well the last time for a while, tomorrow. I don’t know how well this will go for me.

I never knew last Christmas would be our last Christmas with you. I never knew when you said ‘I have no idea where she went’ would be the last thing you EVER said to me. I never knew the last time I said hi to you at the Boise state game was the last time I’d ever see you again. I never knew you would ever do this. I never knew this saturday i’d see you get carried in a casket and buried in the ground. I never knew when my mom said ‘call me please’ meant I would find out my cousin shot himself. If you would have said something to anyone we would have been right there for you nick. Nothing in your life was bad enough to end it. We all miss you. I wish we were as close as we were when I was in the seventh grade. I’ll never forget you.

I live to let you shine